I wish I was more savvy with this blog thing so I could do a few fun things with my site-- oh well. Finally, I found a site that allows me to make an hourly calendar.....I think my anxiety is hiding under my inability to be organized this year, uhho. Subconsciously I'm pushing off cleaning everything, but no more! Today I will get everything done before I go to my boy's house for lunch...or at least partially done. These next two months will be so much fun; I'm traveling to Chicago and hopefully New York to see my dad. I think there's something about being in our element that allows us to get along so well, so hopefully my time on the east coast will prove me right. School has gone so quickly and slowly...and in a short time I've figured out what I'm truly interested in and how Spanish isn't a part of that. I think I lost my love for all languages because of the extremeist theory...which I've found to be extremely true in the past few weeks. Even though I haven't been getting any of my important work done (important could be considered relative, I guess) I've still gotten a lot of thinking done. It has been a wonderful past 5 months. I don't even need to say A New Start anymore..I'm comfortable with how things are going..I just need to step it up a lottt. College applications this week? Check. Room? Check. Homework? Check. Reading? A must have. Thank god for calendars.